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of food and the 7 Up and milk. I drink the 7 Up telling myself it is my "phase potion." I should have deepened further once again since my lack of control over my refrigerator items and general groggy state showed a very weak phase. I continue my plan of action by going outside to our garden. When I step outside, my vision goes away. I'd never lost vision before in the phase. I then begin rubbing my hands and try to deepen, but I am so groggy and the phase is so weak I am already close to exiting into sleep like I do all too often. In the end I do restore vision, but now it isn't as realistic as it normally is. It is nowhere near real life. I walk to one of my grapevines and make it grow out the full year’s growth and produce ripe fruit. The fruit is very sickly looking and tasteless. This lack of control should have signaled me to deepen, but I continue on. Suddenly, I'm not in my yard. I am in a random place with two people I know from my past. They are talking to me. I have almost entirely lost lucidity and no longer have control over my phase. We are by a pool and one friend throws the other in. This is very dream-like and not very lucid, but I do have a little lucidity. I do find a tree that looks like my chokecherry and it has mature fruit. I take a berry and eat it. Unlike the grapes, it tastes just like a chokecherry, which is to say it tastes very bitter and awful. I start spitting it out everywhere and thinking, "why would I taste this and not my grapes, this is awful, but my grapes are awesome!" Then I return to my body. It is now 8 AM (M.R.: no reentering). My memory of the entire experience is somewhat diminished. I am fairly certain I had slipped into a complete dream state somewhere in there because it didn't quite feel completely real like a normal phase experience should. Shaun Minneapolis, USA I had a regular separation, but no vision. I felt around, but the furniture I felt wasn't my furniture. I thought it would