end the experience because I didn't want to risk losing my
memory of it (M.R.: wrong logic). That very instant, I awoke
physically in my bed (M.R.: no re-entering).
Oleg Sushchenko
Moscow, Russia
Last night I spent about an hour developing the interplay
of images in my mind after I no left felt any feeling of
kinesthetic sense. I was lying on my back in an uncomfortable
position. After sliding towards sleep for some time, I felt slight
vibrations and echoes of sounds from the dream world, but
the uncomfortable position still hindered me. In the end, I
thought the heck with it, and decided to lie down however
was comfortable, and turned over to lie on my stomach.
Despite the fact that the movement upset the process, after
about five minutes the state began to return and build up. I
was able to get a little vibration this time, although I was
unable to amplify it. I drew a picture of my kitchen in my
mind, and because the images in that state were really vivid,
strong, and realistic, after some time I understood that not
only were my attention and awareness there, but so were my
bodily sensations. I was quite surprised that the phase had
been so easy to fall in to (there was no doubt that this was
the phase).
I jumped out through the window and began to fly
around the courtyard. Actually, it was the first time that I had
flown only upon a single mental command, without any
physical effort (M.R.: no deepening and no plan of action).
The courtyard bore only 10% similarity to its real-life
counterpart, but I was not at all surprised by this, and I
simply enjoyed it as much as I could, as I was able see and
was not immediately thrown out. But, after having looked at
and taken in the city, the thought of whether or not this was
the phase and not just a lucid dream occurred. I was so
conscious in the dream that I was able to know about and
comprehend such terms, and differentiate between them can you imagine?! I have to add that I gave little attention to
my memory, so I can’t say how much of my “self-awareness”
was there, but I was aware enough to be able to differentiate