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After this experience, I knew I needed good, solid information more than ever. Several nights later, I focused again on my INSPEC contact point and used the customary technique. The brightly glowing figure was motionless as I approached, but I could feel the radiation, now familiar and comfortable, that had so overwhelmed me when we first met. I remembered my feeling of awe, and how I had nearly prostrated myself in obeisance that first time. But you did not. Instead, we shook hands. So we did. I did not know what else to do. You are doing well now with your tuning process. The vibrational adjustment is no longer needed. You understand me clearly and your thoughts are crisp. And I’m finally able to handle your bright light without shrinking. That is interesting. To me, you have the same radiation. The mind reading, your reading my thoughts. That took getting used to. You read my thoughts as I read yours. Then you perceive my preoccupation with our world changes. Certainly. However, it is, as you might put it, not our department. But how do I address these events? My own system demands an explanation, if not understanding. You have begun to find your answers. Although it will seem difficult, the rewards will be great. You evidently know more about this than I can gather from you. And for some reason you cannot or will not tell me. Why? There is indeed a reason. In your terms, what we relate becomes only a belief to you. Instead, it is crucial that you know what you seek. We cannot provide such knowing. You mean I have to experience it, whatever it is, and reach my own knowing. That is correct. But you do have knowledge of all I am encountering—and will encounter? Up to a point. Beyond that point, the information is not available to us. Soon the reason will become clear to you. I assumed you knew all of it. I was wrong. Because you are seeking other knowledge, your path is changing. You will be moving in a new direction. We will no longer be able to meet you as we are doing now. What ... what do you mean? That which you desire can only be reached in another form. You are well prepared for it. But... I don’t understand ... Have I done _ something wrong ... incorrectly? It is the opposite. This coat and this glove, as you put it, will no longer fit that which you need. Do you mean I have outgrown you? That is impossible! We shall always be with you. That will not change. But you will alter your polarities. Such communication as this will no longer be needed. Alter my polarities? But I don’t know how to do that! You have done it already. Your return from what you identified as Home was performed solely by you. You learned as you repolarized to achieve the change. You did remember. You have been using it. You mean ... that method of moving out of and back to the physical? As if in slow motion? What I call a quick switch? That is correct. And there is more. There is also a Basic, an essential knowledge, as you would describe it, that you have yet to discover and explore. We wish you well on your journey. But ... we will meet again? Yes. But not as we are at this point. I... 1 don’t know what to say ... to think ... Nothing need be said or thought. The glowing light winked out. I waited alone in the deep blackness for an eternity before, sad and confused, deciding to return. The feeling of loss was overwhelming. And ... a missing Basic? A new direction? But in my loneliness, there was no place to look.