Such is a spontaneous awakening of consciousness that can
happen by grace when we make efforts to meditate, and gives us
glimpses of ‘higher’ types of awareness. This type of awakening can
spontaneously occur not just in the physical plane but also in the
astral plane.
Since this happened, the feeling passed somewhat, but it never
entirely disappeared, and it has always been there in the
background, or it surfaces again when I'm in meditation or go for
long walks in nature. This spontaneous and personal event of
awakening has always been a profound frame of reference when
I've felt a little imbalanced or needed answers. Our language does
not have enough words to describe such an experience; what I felt
in those moments was a powerful expansion of love - love being
the blissful emotion of the body that naturally arises when the mind
surrenders to reality, rather than trying to constantly conjure up its
own dream realities instead. When you reach such a state in
meditation, you realise that 'love' is your natural state and not
something that needs to be 'found'. It is only really 'found' when
you let go and allow yourself to stop adding your own narrative to
life, to what is.
This is why love can come in many forms in life, because
different things have the ability to make our minds still enough so
that we can perceive closer to that truer reality of ‘oneness’;
whether it be a loving partner, pets, children, beautiful scenery in
nature, a hobby etc. Such things can help us reach that inner
tranquillity in life, but it’s also important to note that we need not
rely on external things or people for such states. We can connect to
those states through meditation and our relationship with
ourselves.
Through tapping into that source of love within, we unleash a
divine source of energy to live by which benefits all living beings,
rather than relying on other people for our peace of mind, which