spontaneously happened when I decided to go for a walk one day.
An Overflow of Presence in the Physical
15th August 2011
I walked through lush green paths which were behind my
house. As I did often back then, I walked mindfully, and like a
Buddhist monk, I did my best to not engage in thoughts or
emotions that would distract me from focusing on every single
step I took, and also from connecting with the nature around me.
I was enjoying my walk; my mind was that of a Zen student,
impartial but highly aware, non-labelling but acutely
discerning. As I walked down one path, a mother with a baby in
her pram was walking in my direction, and as they went past
me, I spontaneously seemed to have reached an inner threshold.
I was flooded with one of the most sublime feelings I have ever
had while in the physical. To my shock, some kind of energy,
call it the aura of a mother and her baby, had crescendoed a sort
of surrendering of my 'egoic wall of perception', giving way for
only the sacred intelligence of my heart and awareness to
operate unhindered and untainted. My emotions, which I
thought I had under perfect control beforehand, suddenly burst
like an erupting geyser. Within seconds I flooded with tears as
my whole experience opened up to me as if all the walls of my
perception had suddenly collapsed; the reality I was now
perceiving was singing a beautiful chorus into all my senses.
Everything I looked at was new, vibrant and full of life. The
sounds of birds and everything around me was so pure and
innocent, I felt I had been given new ears of super-hearing
abilities. I looked around me, raptured in awe as if I had
awakened from a dream. I could suddenly see the sun's rays in
the air and how its loving luminosity penetrated everything it
touched, including how my body absorbed its life-giving
essence. The lavish nature around me suddenly became