Afterwards, I left my bedroom and quietly went outside the
door to see just how everything was exactly the same as I had
seen, with the clear night sky and full moon shining its light on
the treetops.
I failed to sleep after this. I couldn't wait to tell loved ones what
I had discovered. I felt born again, and ever since, I have never felt
life in the same way. After eighteen years of wondering what was
behind this all, I had finally discovered the verge of something
which clearly had extraordinary and meaningful potential to
investigate. If I was able to access a world that was beyond the
physicality of matter, what else could I discover through it?
When I told loved ones, to my disappointment, I could see their
uninterest, bewilderment and scepticism. If only I could shake
them out of their dream-like state and show them it was real. It took
some time for me to realise that telling people who aren't interested
has little use. I'm sure this has been the heartfelt struggle of almost
every person who has come to the same realisation. Today, I believe
awakening happens when people are ready, and even then, it is
usually a gradual and gentle process.
The exciting afterglow of this experience faded a little, and I
continued my devoted meditation practice in a disciplined and
profound way for many weeks. As well as the many OBEs that
occurred, I also had multiple experiences in physical waking life
where I would feel overflowed with pure conscious awareness. The
path of astral projection clearly does not just affect our experience
in sleep but also has profound effects on our waking lives.
This direct experience of out of body consciousness can be
challenging to understand if you haven't experienced it for
yourself. Still, you can get a taste of it through persistent and
consistent meditation. It is a feeling of freedom away from the noise
of the mind, which derives from an arising of inner peace and
practical understanding. One specific experience I had