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15. Promised Plan Time: 2:32 A.M. … awakened with full physical awareness, felt the familiar INSPEC signal, soft, not insistent, but there … feeling of relaxed confidence … went into short focusing routine, then unhooked from the physical, then the second … much like doing two slow half-rolls in an airplane … homed in on the ident, and with very little sense of movement, I was with them at our usual point of meeting. I knew now that I would never go beyond this point again, into where they are, until I had fully released my physical body. Even with the compelling attraction that the knowledge of it evoked, I believed I could handle it, at least for now. (We enjoy your human terms. Handle, as you use it, does not imply a point of grasp for your physical appendage, but capability to act properly. Therefore we do learn from you.) I still found it hard to imagine their learning anything of significant value from me, but if THEY felt that way, fine. (We learn much of importance from and through you, Ashaneen.) I still remember the first time I became aware that I didn’t have to form questions, how disconcerting it was that THEY perceived every thought that I had, including questions before I got a chance to ask. It all smoothed out when I accepted the fact that whatever I thought, believed, responded to emotionally, was just being human and no judgment was passed therefrom. What a joyous freedom! (Yet you would not know of it as a freedom if you had not experienced the repression.) Yes, the comparative factor seems always to apply. Without it, perhaps there can be no change or at least the awareness. (At this point, we believe you are ready for another awareness. You may now appreciate the prospect of what you are attempting to perform in