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perception or my stability. Usually I was unaware of such dysfunction. THEY would note it and offer to take care of the problem. I would be informed that the lesson was about to take place with my consent, yet once into the simulation, it became absolutely and totally real—and I lived it. Most of them were short, single events that were the peak decision-making points under very adverse circumstances. The vital part—the lesson to be learned indelibly—was my constructive and reasoned resolution of the problem. If I did not come up with the desired action, the simulation would be repeated until I did. Even in the repetition, I couldn’t break through the reality of the simulation. Yet once the training sequence was completed, I then knew it for what it was. An interesting sidelight arose when our laboratory Explorers met and associated with intelligent beings who did accommodate to the use of words, some of whom closely resembled my percepts of the INSPECS. Further, they greeted me with familiarity and I felt the same toward them. I had never asked the INSPECS exactly what their role was in the human earth pattern. I assumed THEY were simply a graduate school version of the ex-human helpers from the outer rings. Their mode of operation and purpose seemed very similar, except that the INSPECS had knowledge and technology far beyond that drawn from the human experience. The fact that THEY seemed to be independent of the recycling rings supported this belief. To pose questions about motives seemed—irreverent. Or perhaps I didn’t want to endanger the good thing I had going for me. Thus I had no direct and conscious communication with them while in the OOB state. But we fools can’t let it alone. On a particular night, I had an idea and I decided to try it out. I had been developing a sense of familiarity with the radiation of the INSPECS and thought I could home in on the signal—the ident—just as I could others. I might learn much. Here is the event, as taken from my notes and expanded to a semblance of understanding: Time: 2:17 A.M. … bedroom … After two sleep cycles, awake, rested, relaxed … went through unhook rollout method into second body,