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any way to life here on time-space earth. It may be preparation for activity yet to take place here, for use in other nonphysical energy systems, or it is beyond my comprehension. The last is most likely. Thus the relationship took on an entirely new aspect. I began to trust my unseen pilot(s?) as I never would have trusted myself. For example, in flying as a passenger on a commercial airliner, I never can trust completely the air crew up front—perhaps I know too much. However, I have to get from here to there physically in a short time, so I fasten the seat belt and fly the airplane with nothing but anxiety and muscle twitches. Sleep is unthinkable. This was different. They knew how and where to fly this airplane over this route far better than I. With each “flight,” my confidence and trust in them grew. Conversely, I realized how little I knew as the route became more complicated. I fondly began to call them INSPECS —short for “intelligent species,” which presumes humans are not quite so. Knowing of such assistance and help, I approached my visits into the cycling rings in near-earth environs with much more confidence and consciousness than before. I felt an absolute security. If I got in beyond my depth, THEY would pull me out to safety—although I found that their concept of beyond my depth and mine differed somewhat. I may have believed that I was going down for the third and last time, screaming for help, yet THEY waited until the eighth or ninth time before calmly extending a hand. All part of a learning process with built-in intensity. A favorite quick and learn-forever method of theirs was simulation. It was based on their ability to create and place into a human consciousness—mine—an earth-type situation so real and so overwhelming that I could not tell reality from illusion. I don’t know the limits of such simulation talent/technology. Nor do I know the extent to which they employ the technique. It may be only in my own particular case, but I doubt it. The potentials of its application in other ways begs for broad speculation. In my own pattern, it was usually applied as in instant cleanup of minor emotional patterns that blocked or distorted my clarity of